Duplicity

Du-plic-i-ty \ n \  1. contradictory doubleness of thought, speech, or action

I might be using this word wrong (it's been known to happen), but I think it fits my life as a Christian.  The Spirit of God screams from within my soul, hoping my ears will hear..... and then prompt lips and limbs into obedience.   The problem?  Somewhere between soulcries and action lies a pesty little thing called human will.
I am two persons living in one body.  My human/sinful self and the Spirit of the Living God.  I claim Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior, but it's the "Lord" part I struggle with.  Do I let Him call the shots?  Or do I sever the soul >> action line with human willpower?
At least I am in good company.  Apostle Paul struggled with the same thing. 
(For the life of me, I can not find that verse on "do that which I know I should not do ....."  Can someone post that scripture in comments, please?)

Want an example?
Monday.  Read my Bible  (Why do we call it "my Bible"?  Isn't it "God's Word"?....)  Anyhoo, I was reading God's Word Monday morning and found myself in Romans chapter 12. Great chapter.  In particular, certain phrases stuck out at me.  Phrases like:  "Do not think of yourself more highly than you ought" or "Honor one another above yourselves" and "Do not be conceited".
I was reminded that this blog isn't just about me.  Write2Breal is also about YOU, the readers.  Yes, it is a cyber diary for my thoughts.  Yes, I want it to be real - to let you see the real me.  BUT, who wants to come here and always read Britt's latest thought or Britt's issues (again....).  So, after reading in Romans chapter 12 Monday morning, I endeavored to post about you - my loyal (5?) readers.  I wanted to know what topics you would find interesting to talk about here.  To see where you were at personally, physically, spiritually.
Ironic, isn't it?  I endeavored (Spirit led) to post about you and get off my high horse of selfish thoughts for a bit.  Unfortunately, I checked MSN news before signing on to blogger and what I ended up writing was a personal rant to help myself feel better. (selfishness).  Monday's post did nothing to brighten your day, or lift your spirits, or encourage you in the Lord.  My apologies :)
Duplicity.

Interactive:
What DO you want to talk about?  Anything humorous happen recently?  Any struggles or praises I can join you in prayer over?  (remember, I'm a "regular" blogger at 3x a week now.  I should get your prayer request within a day or two ;)